Sunday, October 26, 2008

It's So hard

7:47 PM

My first problem was actually focusing while meditating/spend time with God. Now, I can't even find a time to do it.

I have only meditated twice this week. My goal was for everyday only for 10 min. Yet, I came nowhere close. I'm thankful for the 10 min that I did get in that is better than nothing.

It seems like there is so much preventing me from sitting down and focusing. I either have work to do, to sleepy, to busy doing this, or to busy doing that. I literally have to fight for time to focus in on God and meditate.

Saturday, October 25, 2008

Les Photographies

11:34 AM





Today I'm grateful for... - Oct 25, 2008

9:25 AM

  • Friends who like talk back at movies- I think it makes the movie experience way more fun.
  • cup of noodles-Despite the fact that I'm trying to go raw. They are still tasty.
  • postcards- Recently, I've been writing postcards to my friends to let them know I still miss them. I think I had more fun making them then they would receive them. It brighten my day so much.
  • Friends in general-It's homecoming and while many of my peers decided to go to coronation ball, I didn't.
  • inspirational blogs- Whenever I'm down, bored, or upset, I go to Gala Darling's blog.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Today I'm grateful for... - Oct 23, 2008

2:53 PM

  • non-biological sisters
  • music with awesome drum parts
  • sleeping in until an hour before convocation
  • junk food
  • non-junk food

Love,
Leira Violet

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

They're baaaaaaack- Weekly Resolutions

8:36 AM

Yes, I'm bringing them back. Those lovely weekly resolutions. Here they are:
  • Set up a studying schedule- I just want to get a better learning experience out of college than I am getting now and I believe this will help.
  • eat more raw food- I'm no where near as healthy I would like to be and I really need to do something about it. On top of that I have new twilight shirt that I want to fit into by the movie release, my mother and I are in competition to see who loses the most weight, and I plan to participate in a triathlon in 10 yrs. Yea, I need to get to work.

Recurring Questions

8:30 AM

How does a Christian, someone who is living their Highest truth/though (as in Conversations with God), or someone who's attracting all that is good (as in The Secret) live? On a moment by moment basis what are they thinking? With every action what is their motive? How do they feel?

An Unquiet Mind

8:06 AM

Meditation is hard. It's especially hard when you're trying to meditate while laying down in a sleeping-like position. Because you're too afraid your roommate will wake up to see you randomly criss-cross applesauce in the middle of the room chanting and thinks you're a nut case, which was my case this morning.

For awhile I was thinking, and not meditating, it doesn't matter what she thinks. This is about my mental health and I should get up to meditate properly. Nevertheless, I laid there trying to meditate.

Once I got over that problem, there was the situation of how I should meditate. At first I did the usual focus on your breath and quiet your mind technique. Yet, I thought it would be a good time to use the law of attraction; therefore, I started focusing on whatI want my life to be like and started to feel grateful for it. Then my mind went on a ramble and 30 seconds later I had to bring it back to the law of attraction, but there was another problem. I started to attract to much, in my opinion, which wouldn't bring about what I really wanted the most as soon as I wanted. So, after an odd number of minutes that I didn't keep track of, I gave up for the day.

I'm not going to give up entirely. I know the power one's mind can effect their life. A really good way to perfect that power is through meditation. If anything happens tomorrow, I'll let you know. XOXO

Love,
Leira Violet

Today I'm grateful for... - Oct 22, 2008

4:40 AM

  • a brand new day
  • friends who invite me over to their house for fall break
  • copious amounts of music
  • learning to play a musical instrument without a teacher (aka trial and error)
  • leaving flirty notes to cute waiters
  • (extra) blue pens



Love,
Leira Violet

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Feeling Ambitious

8:16 PM

I'm going to run 3 miles in January.

That is my new goal. I start training tomorrow. :-D

Challenge II

8:15 PM

Every night, make a list of five things you are grateful for. Continue this for a month. I'm going to do this also.